❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ My love, my entire being and absolute greatest reason for living a happy life. Living life is too standard while loving you, Izzy. A life without you is liveable, but never will a happy life come across like the one you bring. I feel the most pain from things you say or do not because I want to bicker and argue. I feel the most pain with you because i also feel the most love with you. I feel the most happiness, and sadness. Hate and love. To feel the most means to sacrifice everything for balance. I can only love this relationship so much because of the hate I have my others. For the hate I had in me. Now I can be happy to truly be in love, and truly have someone to want to never leave for a waking moment of my life. To have someone to fill a river with tears over just to also be able to love so that love can fill every heart in the galaxy. I’M SORRY IZZY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I WONT SAY THIS BECAUSE THIS IS A VERY DEEP FEELING RIGHT NOW BUT I WANT TO CRY FOR EVERY MMOMMENT OF PAIN I CAUSE FOR YOU. YOU MAKE MME SO HAPPY, SO IN LOVE, SO AMAZED BY LIFE YOU MMAKE MME REMEMBER LIFE IS NOT ALL SHIT. I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH. I IMAGINE US LIVING AS ADULTS TOO OFTEN, HAHA. THERE MIGHT BE A PLACE IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR PEOPLE AS IN LOVE AS I AM. FOREVER ❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥❤ ❥
zaire, my brother
Zaire is a true friend, a loving and caring one. He stands by my side through any situationIf you ever feel like your friends are not truly there for you this feeling is nearly impossible to have when Zaire has truly entered your life. Even his name suggests something magical, Zaire. So uncommmon and refreshing to hear. Though his life is sad. Darker than most can fully understand. No one really sees it, but things he does are just a cover up. In elementary he was bullied for attributes of his. Such as his weight, girls turned him down often and any part of his cosmetic arrangement. For that he improved himmself for the sake of others’ acceptance. Such as getting skinny and growing dreads, getting into so called ’ gangs ’ and doing drugs and partying. He really starves for love, that is why he makes such a good friend. Because he deep inside is very sad and lonely. He doesn’t want you to feel his pain. To feel unaccepted by every last person so that you have lost the you within.
